My story started 37 years ago, in Hungary. I was living in a small village with a highly dysfunctional family. I had my fair share of struggles, from starvation to bullying, and everything in between. My upbringing and my surroundings were really limited and I was always told by people, what they thought of me, even without asking their opinions.
Looking back now, I find it really amusing how everyone stuck their noses into other people's business.
Now at this point I did not know that everything was meant to be, just the way it was, so that I can be where I am today. I remember feeling stuck...
The years of trauma and struggles, had taken their toll on my mental, physical and spiritual health...
I was a "daydreamer" and I remember role playing and imagining that I am living and working abroad... I was around 12 years old when I was dreaming about a life elsewhere...
It didn't happen TO me, it happened FOR me!
What Would The Neighbours Say?
Even though my conditioning was to care about what people said, I knew deep down that I actually didn't. I was that girl in the classroom that didn't listen, who fidgeted and was out of control. I was that girl who was called stupid by her teachers and repeatedly told; "You're never going to get anywhere in life! "
So at the age of 19, I bought a flight ticket to London Luton Airport, and started creating my own reality. My own limitations, my own likes and dislikes. I had a fresh start, to be whomever, whatever I wanted to be. I went through a lot... because the irony is, that although growing up I didn't care what people said or thought of me, all of a sudden I felt this need to "fit in".
I battled with depression, anxiety on and off and had a very unhealthy relationship with food. I was burning the candle from all angles and I was definitely in survival mode.
I was surviving my life, not living it...
But then I decided to make the rest of my life, the best of my life!
The good thing about being in a very low place, is that the only way is UP from there!
After having my own family, I made a decision that what I had at that point, just simply wasn't good enough... I wanted to better my life and those that are in it. I deserved more, my family deserved more.
I joined a Beauty college around 10 years ago, and little did I know, that this would change my life forever! I have found my passion to help people feel better, not only by looks, but also internally, mentally and spiritually.
I managed to sort out my own skin issues from inflammation, gained a healthy body weight and made a conscious decision to quit my bad habits, and learn some better ones. I started seeing a therapist, I hired a business coach and voila... I am on a mission to now help others do the same for themselves.
Our story might not be the same, but I know what it feels like being stuck. Losing your identity or never having a chance to truly get to know yourself.
I help my clients gain self confidence and I help them see the world in a different light. Helping them heal from generational trauma, negative self beliefs and to create a life that they dreamed of.
Let's work on your story together...